iamnobody2u

she no longer close to me like in the past..when we are opened and talked our secrets..ever since she tell others my secrets..i knew i cant tell her much any more..now she has her own circle of frenz..i no longer matter..

posted by iamnobody2u @ 11:19 PM 1 comments

crying all day long

today i cried..was sad since sun..this is what happened..


sat me von and ben went to army market after parade to get his stuff..on the way there, ben n von are talking about her bday celebration and they mention about shan.i dun like shan and they knew it all along..but they mention and was happily talking away..and i got left out..during lunch, ben said next sun 8/7/07 afternoon meet for lunch..since sat is his bday..me n von said ok..

sun..while on my way to church..i was thinking what if they asked shan along?then i'll be very upset cos they will be living in their own world having their conversation leaving me alone again..

mon..went back to school for project..settle the last piece of poster finally..and took me n jeremy photo..told angela..if ben goin to ask her along..then i wont go and meet him..mummy hana was right..y place myself in a position that i'll get hurt?nite he called..i asked him sun really meeting?he asked y..i reply dun u wan to celebrate with other ppl?he said..my other ppl are you and the other 2 ppl..i knew who are they..but i act blur and continue to ask..who?he said i know them..so i ask..is it 2 gals or 1 guy 1 female?he reply 2 gals..and i just reply..ok..i not meeting you this sun anymore..he said y?i told him..i rather be selfish than being left out and upset in the end..and i dunwan to "fly" his kite on sun..so i rather tell him now on the phone..

tml ben will be graduating..didnt know what time is his graduation..i didnt want to know thou he wanted to tell me..if i knew the timing..and i am not free to find him..for what i know the time?

=)

posted by iamnobody2u @ 11:10 PM 0 comments