Sunday, September 24, 2006

back from ophir

finally back to s'pore..4 days 3 nights at mount ohpir is fun but oso mentally n physically challage..

day 1 (21 sept)..met the team at 8.30am at harbour front station.set off to tanjong pagar station at 9.30am..train leave at 10.20am.1st time take train to malaysia..haha..lucky took motion sickness medication.if not i going to become merlion..haha..reach malaysia at 2pm..ate lunch then go to gunung ledang at 3pm.reach the waterfall campsite at 5pm.set up tend,cook n eat dinner ard 8 plus..


day 2 ( 22 sept)..woke up at 6am..reach checkpoint 4 at 2pm..we estimated to reach at 4pm..i am so slow..delayed the rest of them..lucky got wilson with me..to help me thru the trip..

day 3 (23 sept)..woke up at 3 plus..set off at 4am to the submit.make it to the submit at 7.30-8am..missed abit of the sunrise..but it ok..at least we make it to the top..again i am the last wan..but it all by God's grace tt i am able to make it to the top..back to base camp tt time..it rain..the ground start to get slippery..this time ivana,alex,johnathan, roger n wilson is with me..reach back ard 4pm..decided not to go back to waterfall camp site as most of us cant walk esp me..sleep from 6pm-5am the next day..whole legs cramp..very painful..cant walk down the stair..haiz..

day 4 (24 sept)..we set of late today..set of at 7.30 instead of 6am..was praying tt the train will late..as i am not able to bend my knee..i got difficulties hiking down the slope..we reach the station at 11.53am..train arrived late..thanks God for his grace n mercy tt the train is late..train should leave at 11.50am instead but it reach at 12noon..it really by God's grace..

tml is IMH posting..dunno how my day going to be..God will see me thru it..

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

last week my attachment is over at TTSH..went to bukit timah pri sch n green ridge pri for SHS attachment.nothing much happened.just tt result is out.i failed my biology paper.had my sup paper yday.before my sup paper..ben msg me .saying pass the paper ok..then i reply..thru God's grace i'll pass..then he ask..if i dun pass then later our baby how?hehe..well..then i'll b like ur mum.just stay at home n look after u n baby lor..haha..

after paper meet von went to ward to return claim form.btw von got her job.yeah..haha..at least now she dun need to worry about money.haha..after tt went to ben hse for dinner..

tml going to mount ophir.dunno how am i going to survive..haha..but i believe it gonna b fun..thru God's strength..i'll make it..yeah..

=)

Sunday, September 10, 2006

make up?

just like what i have expected..u cancelled the movie last min..no reason..u just ask me can we dun watch movie when we reach lido..what u expect me to say?or what can i say?no?do i have have a choice?i wanted to watch this movie with u..but u just cancelled it just like this..all u say is i make it up next time k?

ya..make up..is the meaning the same again?all u think is to make it up when i look so upset with u..i told u..dun need la..cos in my mind is what the use of making it up when ur heart is not with me?when u dun ever have the mood to go out with me?go find ur shan n forget about it..u n her always talk n laugh happily what..i dun care anymore..n i wont care..i give up..i am totally tired..i am really totally tired..

Saturday, September 09, 2006

last night went to 5th coy for study camp..wanted to take a nap but in the end i didnt..couldnt slp..going thru some emotion thingy..my patient collapse and passed away..she is very ill..trying hard to fight for her life..talk to her granddaughter..came to know tt she is a great grandma..thou strict but she always talk good things to them..i didnt know she collapse..til my AN went in to change her diaper..my SN saw her not breathing tt y ask my AN to go in..took the E-trolley in..to confirm she passed away..i didnt cry at tt point of time..cos i know she might go anytime..i called her alot of time this week..but no respone..i saw the relatives crying..they are quite shocked..but she has gone..cleaned her..put on her home clothes..it's the granddaughter tt i spoke to tell me to put on her home clothes..

now every now i close my eyes..the image of her appeared in my mind..i know it not my fault tt she collapse..but i took her of her for 2 weeks liao..just feel sad about it..

the whole week was ok..nothing much happened thou..attachment..turning me crazy..hope i passed my exam..anyway..ben started his attachment..jia you ba..time flies past without u knowing..another week is gone..

Saturday, September 02, 2006

Happy 72nd anniversary

today is 5th coy 72nd anniversary..yeah!!!happy anniversary..hehe..me n von run ard the place with the boys..we went to sembawang library, amg mo kio NTUC hypermart, chinatown n jurong east interchange..went to the boon lay raja restaurant for dinner..they served the dishes very fast..like chasing us out like this..haha..

went back to sch after dinner..cos got promotion ceremony..got a shock when they announced my name as a new member of 5th coy..Mr chua passed me the shirt..didnt expect it cos von this afternoon took the shirt from me..n didnt tell me what is going on..so ya..thanks guys..i dunno if dear is not happy about me joining the coy..but it doesnt matter now..i'll get used to it soon..

kind of worry about von..something happened at home..just hope she'll msg me asap..let me know what happened in the end..i dunno what her mum is thinking..but i know von is hurt deeply..she is very tired with all the things happening ard her..i can see that..but she trying hard to cover it..Lord..help von out of this trial..i really dunno what might happened if she break down one day..