slow down
i wonder if one day u start to walk faster..n u realise tt i cant floow ur pace..will u slow down?come to think of what ur grandma said..she may think falling in love now is stupid..but i dun think so..even it is..mayb i am stupid to love u..but i got no regret..cos i know u have been there for me all this while..i know it well..however i cant help but to feel insecure sometime..sometimes i wish i just wan to fall back n rest..but i dun dare..cos i scare..what if one day u leave?i dun wish tt i'll rely on u too much..i dunwan to b dependant on u..thou i wanted to..really..can i rely on u?
von..i know what u might say..just reply here or sms me ba..i hope to know how u feel if u were me..
posted by iamnobody2u @ 8:57 PM
4 Comments:
ger..dont b too sad..i dunno why he even lied to his grandma abt d both of u..mayb he had his reason..but abt wat his grandma said..dont get affected by it..yes..mayb we r still too young to get into a r/s..but still its when both parties get to learn how to love n care n sacrifice for one another..
honestly speaking..its after ben got into a r/s then he changed..even that changes is not very big..but i could see hes changing for the better..more considerate..at least when i was with him n i asked him abt u..he showed alot of care that he dun even dare to show it in front of u..he really do treasure u..juz that hes shy to show..
im sure he will wait for u..but u hv to let him noe tat its hard for u to catch up..he will say smt bad..but he dun mean it..dis i tink u hv to noe it better than me ba..
try to noe him more k??dis is a task for u..even its difficult..but u hv to use ur way to noe him..ok?
anything u oso can reply here..i will come n take a look de..
i know u'll come..waiting for u for such a long time man..i know he may have a reason..yup..tell u the truth..i am really disturb with what his grandma said..the sense of insecure somehow hit me..i am scare somehow..i dunwan to lose him..u rmb in the past when we just started this r/s?it just remind me about my church members..like she dun support this r/s if ben tell her tt we are together..tt how i feel..think too sensitive liao..
hmm..dun tink too much lah..put dis r/s into God's hand..if u keep on tinking abt it..u will feel even worse..at least his family hv nth against u..only d grandma juz advise him not to get into r/s but to enjoy life at this stage of his life..is not say tat if he get into r/s, she will object or anything rite??tink his grandma will say all this is because of d cousins that get married so early dis yr lah..so dun tink too much k??
i know what u mean..i really dunno where he change..mayb cos u know him longer than i do..mayb u can tell me how he change..other than being more considerate..yup..kind of tired now..feel like he is begining to b like eby in the past..MIA most of the time..
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